Just Cruisin'

This Blog has been more of a journal or diary for me over the past few years.  (And I reserve the right to make whatever changes I deem fit.  Thank you very much.)  I have written about movies and a few other topics, but mainly it has been about my writing.  I can't truly say that I am an expert on anything else.  Sure, I could write about current events and advancements in science and technology, which I gravitate towards because that is what is shaping this planet and its inhabitants more than anything else, but my stories are where that all ends up.  For me to comment beyond my stories to great extent would go against my use of that material in the first place.

These blog posts are a way for me to try and express my creative intentions for the future and to test my resolve.  It is one thing to have discussions about what may be a good course of action, but it is another to actually plot a course to reach a destination.

Speaking of destinations, I have set an entirely different course this year.  When the calendar flipped over to 2013, I just wanted a laid back year to collect my thoughts and plan for future writing endeavors.  Then I was asked to help write a new story by a former writing partner.  It was a welcome diversion and another awesome writing experience.  It changed the course of the year to some degree in a very good way.  Once that first draft was complete, I began to catch up on years of notebooks that had gone without review.  No plan had really begun to take shape for the future and I was soooooo...... glad of it.  I was able to just be for about two months as I sifted through the words of the past in those notebooks.

A part of me didn't want that period of review to end.  I so badly needed my levels of stress reduced after the tumultuous past two years.  Those years had such an effect upon me that I considered beginning work on another book just to detail the difficulties I experienced.  Maybe I will some day, but I don't believe it is in my best interest at this time.

What's in my best interest is making good decisions with my time.  For nearly a decade I have made my writing decisions largely on my own, with some help from friends and family.  A point was reached with the completion of the novel where I believe it is in the interest of my writing career to seek further guidance.  I have been fortunate to achieve the writing goals I set out for myself over the past decade.  I read an article on screenwriting back around 2000 that stuck with me and set my course for the future.  It stated that it would take the writing of a dozen screenplays to truly become a screenwriter.  Without a degree in writing I thought that was certainly true in my case.  That article set me out on a journey.  The writing of those first dozen screenplays was a test, but the test didn't stop there.  I wanted to possess the ability to write in every medium possible. Thus, the blog posts, articles, short-stories and that first novel were all tests for me. While I hope to never be finished testing myself,  it is time to focus on quality over quantity and diversity.  I have learned a good bit about my strengths and weakness as a writer.  Now it is about implementing that knowledge in a way that others may enjoy and possibly benefit from.  

A path forward has begun to take shape, yet it is always open to change depending on circumstances.  The 2nd edition of Monarch is something that I put off doing because I needed separation.  I have begun work on it and it will be done  before the end of the year.  Separate from the project that was begun earlier in the year, there are three screenplays that are in need of tweaking.

While I reserve the right to begin work on any new project at any given time, outlining is the plan for several new story ideas this year and not continuous writing.  This year is about preparation and good decision making, not about adding to a stockpile that may or may not see the light of day. However, I do have a novella that may very well hit Amazon as an eBook by year's end.

My favorite new project may be one that I have already written as two-part screenplays.  I no longer see it as two movies, and long thought it would be my first novel.  It was the one story that I told no one about because it meant so much to me.  It may very well be my next novel-- I would love to rework it into one.  The thing is, it could also make a brilliant mini-series for HBO or Showtime.  There are positives for doing it either way.  I definitely see TV as a viable way to tell this story.  I would not have said so when I originally wrote it.  Thankfully a mini-series and novel are very similar in their structures, so I don't have to decide just yet.  But soon.  If I can attract representation by 2014, maybe they could provide the guidance to make that decision.

The rest of the year looks promising.  I have countless projects in waiting but feel no rush to complete them, which is nice for a change.  I'll take it as it comes, addressing things as they need it.  I have put the work in and passed my tests.  No need to be tense.  It sure feels good to be in the driver's seat with the cruise control on.

All those Yesterdays

In thinking on my next Blog entry this Pearl Jam song came to mind.

I am aching to move forward but find myself struggling once again to catch up.  In late 2009 my plans shifted from film and screenplay writing to literary pursuits.  This began after the Screenwritng Expo that year.  After that weekend I felt like I was spinning my wheels with my screenwriting pursuits as they were, and the Expo informed me that I could make advances in other ways. Writer's write to be read, right?

It is only recently that I have realized just how close I was to actually catching some sort of traction around 2009.  Had I not shifted focus things might very well have been different.  I would never have written Monarch, but I would not still be a relative unknown in the field of screenwriting.  Someone pointed this out to me the other day; and because it stuck with me, thus motivating me, I am thankful for this being pointed out.  Can't believe that is still the case after all these years, after all that I have done to try and better my skills.  Even though there are individuals who know of my skill as a writer, I am again climbing an uphill battle.  Like that game on the Price is Right.  Yoda-lah-he-who!

Meh, all you can do is keep climbing or go over the edge by having taken things too far?

The better part of five years (2004-2009) was spent trying to carve a niche in the Atlanta Film scene.  It drove me bonkers  trying to find my place in the community, and I'm still not convinced that there actually is a "quality" film and tv scene except for the tax incentives that bring outside companies here, which is a start.   Back then I didn't mind doing the heavy lifting in trying to get projects started, but the sands have always seemed to be shifting beneath my feet, preventing me from establishing myself.  That was a driving factor in my writing of Monarch, so that I would have proof of my work that anyone with a computer could read with a click of a mouse.     

Something I've learned over the past decade with missteps and great pangs to my ego and confidence: Quality is important above all else.  End of discussion.  No one, other than loved ones and those who helped make a project,  remember positively a shitty product, no matter how much of it is created here at home.

Those of us that were trying to make our way into the Atlanta scene back in 2008 asked, on a former message board that has since closed (no surprise), "Is Atlanta a One Short Town?"  And having lived through that experience, which was at once insightful and also maddening, it was clear that the answer was "Yes."  Things have changed since then, but as far as I can tell-- and I am a distant observer inching his way back in-- the answer still remains largely the same.  There exists the quality people and resources here necessary to elevate Atlanta out of a short town, but for some reason mainly shorts and mediocre films and tv shows are still created locally.  Why?  Is it money?  Is it lack of understanding of talent?

I recently looked at the ratings of the films and tv shows made here by fellow Georgians over the past three years while I was toiling away on the book,  and there is only minor marked improvement in the quality-- 1.7 - 6.2 in ratings.  That is hardly a passing grade.  That does not garner respect, but it passes for experience.  To some that is all that matters.  It's as if a false belief took root once something was completed.  A lesson was not learned.  Just because one can create something does not quality make.  I admit, I've made utter and total steaming piles before, may do so again.  But I have tried to learn from my missteps and mistakes.  I have tried to direct and act and edit and produce, and while I may have some modicum of talent in those areas that is not where my energies are best served.  My talent lies in my ability to create stories.  And I believe more than anything that you have to keep learning no matter what confidence is created  by small perceived successes.

Unfortunately, Atlanta is seen as place to take advantage of tax incentives and also the place where Tyler Perry cranks out his product, and that is about it.  "The Signal" is still the best film I can think of made here, by those from here, over the past decade, and it's nearly ten years old.  Ten years old?  And it wasn't even solid the whole way through.  Again, I've been out of the loop for a few years so if anyone can think of a film or tv series with real Georgia talent "throughout," please let me know.

We, without a doubt, have great crew here, good creativity, mediocre writing but sub-par execution.  There is a lot of lateral movement in the film industry, people doing all sorts of jobs, though the biggies are, and always will be, director, writer and producer.  A great creative triumvirate can make something out of nothing, literally.  They can elevate warm piles of puppy poo into gold, or at least some sort of watchable and marketable celluloid.  Without quality in those three positions you've got mediocrity, no growth and no sales.  

While I love my city nestled at the base of the smoky mountains, we need to try and plant something here that will actually be representative of this great city, something the "whole" city can be proud to say is our own.  Some may claim Walking Dead, but it is not our own.  To those who know, it looks and sounds like Atlanta but smells like Hollywood. While that is a good thing, because I love me some Walking Dead, it is not a homegrown product. You could say the same about a lot of the films and tv shows shot here.  Most of them are stuffed with crew members from the southeast and peppered with some local background and acting talent, but the brain trust triumvirate is all Hollywood.  That's just the way it is. If we want that to change, we have to prove beyond a shadow of a doubt that our talent is on par with what is being imported.  We have to change the way we go about things.  I know I won't be focusing on acting or directing again any time soon.  That doesn't mean I won't ever, it just means I understand my talents are best utilized as a writer at this point in time.  

I cannot wait for these quality studios to plant their seeds here over the next few years.  God knows it's fertile enough.  Whether that will help the homegrown talent that exists here to blossom and allow us to take our place amongst the triumvirate of quality, we shall see.  But we have to earn that place by our works, and those works need be of high quality and not the slap dash, wam bam thank you mam variety.

Hopefully, some of us have learned enough so that if we see another poo train coming our way, we know not to stop and take a look, or a whiff, and refuse to climb on board.  Instead, we should yield and jump out on ahead, leaving those who would try and peddle their poo behind to stand in that steamy pile of their own creation until they too begin to learn and grow.  If we stay up wind and keep improving in the areas of our strengths, then and only then shall we be able to find our place amongst the homegrown triumvirate and make our city truly proud.