This month I have been doing a lot of blogging because this time of year my gears are still churning out plans for the year ahead. In December, it is not always easy to take stock of the past twelve months with all that is going on during the holidays, so this time of year is also about reflection. A lot happened last year with the rise of AI and my recalibrating is an attempt to adapt to all the changes. I didn't achieve all that I wanted, but I did enough to not hate myself either. Adding AI images to a previously written book was just a few baby steps but it was something. Preparations to begin on a larger project, my first graphic novel, were well underway. And then yesterday happened.
Friday, February 16, 2024
And then Yesterday Happened
This month I have been doing a lot of blogging because this time of year my gears are still churning out plans for the year ahead. In December, it is not always easy to take stock of the past twelve months with all that is going on during the holidays, so this time of year is also about reflection. A lot happened last year with the rise of AI and my recalibrating is an attempt to adapt to all the changes. I didn't achieve all that I wanted, but I did enough to not hate myself either. Adding AI images to a previously written book was just a few baby steps but it was something. Preparations to begin on a larger project, my first graphic novel, were well underway. And then yesterday happened.
Thursday, February 15, 2024
The Storyteller's Dilemma
Tuesday, February 13, 2024
Why Do I Write?
I am not perfect, nowhere near it in fact. I am as flawed if not more flawed than most. Sometime after I had released "Monarch" someone whose opinion I value suggested I write a story from a position of authority. Never have I truly believed that I am a king of anything, instead thinking of myself as a jack of all trades yet master of none. Once upon a time, I considered myself a clown who needed to entertain others with laughter. What does any of this have to do with writing?
Some people know what they want to be as a child and their whole life is geared towards achieving it. Not that there's anything wrong with that, but it sounds quaint and boring to me. I used to think of myself as the calm within the storm, a hero who would stand up when needed to protect what is right. Youth came with a shield of protection that I would use to fend off opinions contrary to my own so that I could keep from getting hurt all in pursuit of something I did not understand - myself. Those were my acting years. I made myself a vessel to be filled because I had not chosen another path.
But then I had not wanted to. Why had I wanted so badly to be an actor? I was good at clowning around and had learned to hide my emotions during my childhood. Stories had always appealed to me, but I was lazy, angry, and distracted in my youth. Sports had been my outlet, it allowed me to focus on the ball instead of the future. Did I think I could be a professional? If I did I abandoned those thoughts once I started to have arm troubles. Back in those days, it was not required to know what you wanted to do with your life during grade school. And so I drifted on to college without much concern for the future.
Life can be so random sometimes but the choices we make can change everything. I was a big fan of movies and loved to read. Being handsome and funny as well meant I was also popular. People gravitated to me even though I always felt like the odd man out at parties. I took a personality test once and it said I was an extroverted introvert. Perfect for the clergy or the stage. The church was never an option, so after taking a public speaking class and meeting Julia Robert's sister, I decided to try being an actor.
I put everything into learning the craft and even managed a few decent performances during those years. Once I was living in LA, I realized that while I liked the idea of being an actor I preferred writing poetry and creating my own stories. This was something I had glimpsed in high school but was too scattered in my own head to realize I should have pursued it at that time. As a jack of all trades, acting had given me insight into "the business" and propelled me into screenwriting.
By that point, my head was overflowing with story ideas, so I learned about the craft and set out to write the stories I would want to star in as an actor. I still held out some hope that I might be able to do both. It took a few years, but eventually, I let go of acting entirely. However, not before I starred in a few short films that I also wrote and directed, adding again to my jack-of-all-trades status. I wanted to know everything about the creative side of "the business."
Ever since I set out to be an actor I have never lacked in discipline or focus. I have always loved to get lost in ideas and always like to take what I am seeing in the present or have seen in the past in a fictional way through storytelling. I have never written a non-fiction piece. Whether that is so that I don't have to address my own truths or that I just don't have an interest in doing so, I'm not sure. These blog posts have always been enough for me. I could see myself writing a memoir one day, and maybe I could tell someone else's tale. Though, I have a long list of fictional tales that I have to write in the meantime.
So, why do I write? I write because, during my acting years, the need to tell stories was activated within me. I can probably pinpoint it to one moment. A friend asked me to help them write a script and I was hooked from that point on. I think that moment also sealed my fate as an actor as well. Once I saw that I could write for myself the characters I wanted to play I began to lose interest in auditioning for roles that I didn't like. I knew while creating my short films that they may be the last bit of acting I ever do, and I was ok with it because I had achieved what I wanted.
I no longer write stories that I would want to star in but tales that I would want to read in a book or watch on a screen. My tastes are not the same as others. I don't like reality TV at all. You can keep your Hallmark movies, your romantic comedies, your formulaic procedurals. Some writers try to write everything under the sun. I'm not that guy. I like to write what I like to read or watch. If I wouldn't want to watch it as a TV show or a movie I sure as hell have no intention of writing it. Give me dark mysteries, suspenseful sci-fi, thrilling dramas, and adventure. Give me high stakes and a bit of horror for good measure. Keep me wanting to know what happens next. That is the stuff I love to watch and write. I write because contrary to what people say that every story has already been told I know that is not true. And I know I can come up with something unique enough to keep me interested. In the end that is all that matters. As long as I am still interested in telling new tales that is why I write.
Monday, February 5, 2024
The Path Forward
During the last ten months, I have considered many different ways that I might attempt to make money using AI. I have taken classes and spent hundreds if not thousands of hours doing research. In addition, I have also spent a lot of time on social media (mainly Twitter/ X) in an effort to keep up with what others are doing. That Blue Check that some people have paid for has been beneficial for a few people who have been able to monetize through the platform. However, they have to post constantly and I have no interest in being an influencer who needs interactions to make their numbers. Not that there is anything wrong with that. In fact, some of the best information I have taken in over the past ten months has come from influencers. That path is not for me though.
To be fair, a lot of what I have learned has been about what I do NOT want to do to try and monetize AI. I am a dreamer, a world builder, an author, and a screenwriter, yet I come from a long line of educators. While my work has never been on any best seller's list or featured in cinemas around the world, I take pride in what I create. So, while I can see there are ways to make money that do not include using my storytelling skills, I am reluctant to pursue them.
One very appealing option that I am reticent to pursue is selling some of the AI images I have created as NFTs or in some other format. There are a ton of people who are doing this. A few are making money. I have spent a lot of time on Twitter/ X checking out images, image prompts, and the various image generators that created these images. Much of this was done so that I could determine styles that I might use for images to go with my written work. I probably spent too much time on this but I like keeping up to date with image generations and image generators, as I want to create images, in one way or another, to go with all of the stories I tell from this day forward. I was fairly interested in video generation as well. However, I have lost some interest in this over the past two months as the tools are not developing at the same pace as static images. Back in March, I had hoped that by now I could create a proper short film or film trailer using just AI. While some people are creating some cool things, the best AI video content is more artistic than realistic. Could I make a proper trailer for one of my scripts that I'd be willing to show a producer? Ehh... I'm not so sure. Maybe if I poured my heart and soul into it and made it part of a larger pitch package, but not the focal point of it. And I just can't see Joe or Jane Public taking much interest in a full movie created by AI at this point.
Eventually, I will jump back into video generation so that I can tell movies with AI tools. I'll likely create a trailer or something over the next few months. In truth, I will likely fall behind and miss out on being on the cutting edge of AI video generation, but I just don't have the time to mess around too much with it in its current state. I have stories to write and static images to create to help bring those stories to life in the meantime.
I am still interested in being able to monetize what I have learned about AI. However, I am not keen to do so in some way that involves me having to post every five minutes just for clicks. I want to create something that people need. My desire is to help others with what I have learned as a storyteller and as someone who took the time over the past year to learn about Generative AI. When I can merge those two I will have found a way that benefits myself and others. I would be quite happy with that.
It may be a few weeks or months until I can say more, but I can assure you that I am working on something that takes my experience in a way that helps others. My hope is that I can monetize this. We'll see.